BURNING!!!

OH. MY. LIFE!

Well this has been one of the crazier weeks of my life!!!!! Life is going awesome, at this moment I have ALEX POWELL sitting at my left and I have Daniel and Richard having a little boogie in our doorway... in fact we're all having a little boogie coz they're putting on a ''two man boy band show" and have been for the last half an hour... haha just a typical YWAM night... HAHAHA!!

ANYWAY! God is amazing....I'm gonna get straight to the Jesus part because that is definitely the best part!
This week is probably be the most insane week I've ever had... I KNOW that this is totally where God has placed me!! Ok... So Me and Arielle have been worship leading every Monday so it's been real interesting every Sunday... If either of us are going to have a crappy day it will always, without out fail, be on a Sunday.. And here's what I say about that.. SPIRITUAL WARFARE!! But God has won the victory!!

How do I sum up what God's done in me this week in a few words?? I seriously do not know!!!
Basically God has taken me on this journey in literally a week... starting with last Sunday where I was all like in a strop... "God I'm sick of feeling like I always have to pursue you! Can you pursue me?!" Which is dumb because God pursues me much more than I pursue Him! But God's grace is so big that He even answers those little insecure cries! So on Sunday basically God gave me all these prophecies people repeating all these really intimate things that God had spoken over me... like it was so funny! God was just like BOOM there it is! I was cracking up... but this was nothing compared to what was to come....

We had Sammie (this awesome evangelistic guy) speaking this week and this worship leader called Lindy speaking a bit too... they're from this movement called Circuit Riders... and on Tuesday Lindy was worship leading and I was supposed to be a back up singer... haha... that didn't happen! I spent the night weeping on my knees because God brought this huuugge and sweet conviction into my heart! Basically God revealed how much entitlement I had about worship like thinking that I was somehow worthy to lead people in worship because I had proved myself or something stupid like that... and also just about how I had lost my first love... like I used to LOVE just worshipping Jesus... Me, Him and a guitar... but it's like worship had become something that I just need to do...

Anyway to sum up it up... God spoke to me pretty clearly basically saying... "Hannah, You've been praying that you want to go deeper in me... Want to know more of my heart, but the only way to go deeper in to completely die to yourself... pick up your cross and follow me.." Amidst all this conviction... I realised that deep down I could NEVER be satisfied doing anything other than just that! That was what I was made for... It's what I want! The cry of the depths of my heart...

Anyway... the rest of the week God has literally blown my mind! Given me a ridiculous amount of prophecies through completely different people... all pointing in the same direction though... Basically that God's going to use me radically to raise up a generation of burning lovers of Jesus...
He has put this new fire in my heart... like literally as I'm typing this I feel as though I'm about to burst.... Man.. Everybody has to know about Jesus! Flip!!!

Anyway... a LOT of stuff happened this week but if I'm to sum it up... God spoke to me very clearly saying I'm about it EKBALO (release) you and a whole lot of other burning individuals to release revival in this nation... I'm sitting here just like "WHAT Jesus??!!! But I'm SO BROKEN??!!" But at the same time... everything in me is just like "YESSSSS!!! This is what my heart is crying out for!" I know that this is what you have set in my heart and created me for!" But at the same time I feel like God's taking me to this place where I'm like "God even if you take all of this away I want to be fully in love and satisfied in you!!"

FLIP! I literally feel like I'm about to explode!! Like FOR REAL God is about to release something in this nation and it's gonna be flippin incredible!!!

Anyway! this is pretty much the haps!!
Peace out y'all!